2.15.10

in bed. feels remarkable.

beautiful day, i am learning & experiencing so much..

money is a beautiful & funny thing & it's funny to see the way myself & others attempt to simplify their experience..

but, i admire and love myself so dearly, because sometimes despite another's energy i remind myself to guard my own, i also notice i'm becoming better at being a little quieter, & just allowing...being silent & listening, not trying to prove myself so much anymore...

i still do, i hear it, yet, it's just becoming more fluid, i am, & i am so grateful.

grateful for my awareness & the beautiful voice within me that reminds me, its all love, be loving, be kind, be compassionate to another's situation & ego, (and be compassionate to my own!) be a beacon of light, be yourself, love yourself & just be...it's getting easier, it gets easier

reminding myself of these things..reminding myself patience...

to just allow, relinquish control. 

when i do, the univ delivers all that i've been wanting & then some...a great sum!

a cool passion, a passionate coolness as osho says.

i am grateful for the beauty in my life experience, for the kind beautiful & interesting souls i encounter. we are all just beings, souls seeking love & understanding...we all need a soft space to land. for those who are love & who are seeking depth of understanding & beauty, i hope to be a soft space to land..

accept yourself as a loving, kind, healer:

a healing being--

a loving being--

here to remind others of the loving healing within themselves

breath deeply and rest assured knowing all is in divine order

give up your need to prove yourself (be aware that you do this & choose anew)

--i am enough

--i do enough

--i am enough and worthwhile and love-able

& AND NEVER TAKE ANYTHING PERSONALLY

some pieces of incredible inspiration today:

1. “This is my simple religion. There is no need for temples; no need for complicated philosophy. Our own brain, our own heart is our temple; the philosophy is kindness.” 

-- the dalai lama

2. waiting for yoga to start, wrote a poem before class as i missed the one i was "supposed" to go to, in order to make the one i was meant to go to: (and hence had time for the poem) : 

everything as its meant to, 

for all ways and forever, 

this seems to make the greatest sense as I let go of my tremors,

see tremors are fears born of not, believing in our divine,

but often we forget the infinity we've spent in all knowingness sublime.

see everything flows as its meant to

 if only we can let go, relinquish control and role with the soul, is a most gorgeous way to grow.

3. received a beautiful note, from a stunning soul today, and in it she attached this quote in response to yesterdays "reminders" post: 

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that frightens us. We ask ourselves, "Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented and fabulous?" Actually who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We were born to make manifest the glory of the universe that is within us. It is not in some of us, its in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give others permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others. - Marianne Williamson

4. I challenge you upon reading this, to attempt to view for one entire day, every single person you meet, encounter, speak with, etc. as a soul, a bundle of energy, all the same, with no differences from you what so ever. be gentle within this process, perhaps to begin try it for an hour, and then work up to a day; gently reminding yourself that each is a soul, and you are a soul, hence, all the same. judgment void. 

let me know how it goes. :) 

love love love. 

listen to the words:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9RVA6jObLyQ

reminders:

our thoughts are powerful, and if we are aware enough, we are granted reminders from higher energy, the universe, god, our higher selves, whatever you choose to name this dominion. I personally enjoy calling it the universe, or "univ" for short: 

(today): yes univ, you are constantly reminding me...anytime I doubt or fear or am unsure, via my incredible friends, small notes, chance interactions, I am reminded of the remarkable greatness that is me. 

how eternal, even within my "mistakes", my harsh self-judgments, whatever it may be that I allow my ego to infringe upon me, I am always somehow reminded that all of those thoughts are total illusion, unreal fears born of fatigue, and/or being totally unpresent...

my best friend, just told me, reminded me, of the beauty that is within me, those things he views in me that I often forget, or doubt...each of us holds beauty, greatness, the ability to be loving and embracing, the ability to be present and real. the day where we are all (every single being in an earth bound experience) aware of this truth will come to reality at some point in space and time. 

today I am reminded:

1. visualize greatness

2. hold a space of loving acceptance within mySELF

3. follow my joy and follow my bliss

4. believe, believe, believe in my own greatness

subscribe to these things if you wish, they are daily reminders that I hold very dear: 

Skip Jennings, the Urban Mystic

Notes From The Universe

love love love, in total gratitude.